Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Reflecting on Leadership for Change

There is an answer for every question. There always someone who has been through what you are going through and doing what you want to do. If you need help or questions answered, find that person and see how they made it to the point you want to get to. Imitate that person, then find a way to leave your own footprints for others to follow!

After reading my blogs, I honestly felt fascinated with myself and my achievements/accomplishments. The most fascinating part, in my opinion about this whole blogging exercise, was finding out about my childhood. I don't think I ever would have done that if it weren't for this class and this assignment. I believe, it some weird way it improved the relationship between myself, my family, and my friends. Granted that it was in the beginning of the semester, but those first few assignments opened lines of communication that were somewhat closed before and allowed me to speak more freely with my friends and family about what is going on with me. It also allowed me to ask more questions and be involved with what was going on with them. With the help of this class, I think I have become more assertive in my decision making and actually following through with my plans. Well, at least to the best of my ability. I think I've also become more resourceful. As far as going out and finding information I need, and if not finding someone who knows the person who has the information I need.I think I've become a better resource for people who have questions, or need answers as well. I think that's pretty cool. 

The one thing that has stuck with me throughout the entire class/ semester is something that I picked up from the movie during the first class. From "The Last Lecture", I learned that sometimes people put brick walls up in front of you, to see how bad you want something; and also, we as humans have a tendency to put up brick wall in front of ourselves. However, with the assistance of this class, I have learned to not only recognize a brick wall, but to bust through it when many people choose to go around it; Or, when a higher percentage of people choose to let that impede their forward progress. I hope that doesn't make me sound arrogant.I just learned to start thinking, how can I obtain _____, with out having _____. I've adopted this thought process, and I have been so much more driven to do what I feel.  I guess you can say this is how my thinking changed. 

I have always been a leader. I have believed so in my mind for a long time. Through the conversations with my friends and family, they believe I have great leadership qualities as well. With this class, I have not only learned that is true, but I know, now, how to be a leader... where people trust me and want to trust my decision making ability. 

The three things I like about this class is that it helped me further develop my leadership potential. I don't believe that I am 100% there, but I know I can and will continue to improve on my innate leadership qualities. I like this class because it gave me an opportunity to address certain issues that I had/have with my self. It gave me the chance to focus on me with out having to worry about doing work for someone else or taking a test for someone else, or studying for someone else's interests like many college classes do. It may sound a little selfish, but everything (well, almost everything) I did in this class was for James J. Flagg. To sum it up, the class put me more in tune with myself and I love that! Lastly, the thing I liked, was that the class allowed me to connect with different people from different background that were kind of in the same boat I was in. What can I say, I'm just a sucker for meeting new people. I can honestly say I enjoyed every interaction with every person that I spoke with in this class, regardless of how brief or extensive the interaction was. 

Honestly, the three things I would say to improve the class are so trivial, that I don't believe it would improve the quality of the class. The first thing, is maybe offer the class during the day, or multiple days, because three hours of class, at the end of the day is a long time (trivial). The class is what you make of it but being around people who are pessimistic thinkers or who have negative attitudes is kind of irritating so, I would suggest limiting the class to people who want to get more out of the class besides and easy "A" (trivial). Lastly, maybe innovating new ways to get people to think or talk about their goal, besides just sitting in a group and stating your goal, touchtone, plan of action, etc. I believe that sitting down every week, talking about my goal/dream in repetition forced me to constantly think about my goal/ dream. By me constantly thinking about it, I was finding that I was becoming more and more proactive in making my dream, of becoming a pharmacist to get into the health field so I can influence health policy AND opening up my own non-profit organization to help other veterans, a reality. (Trivial: notice the capital T) 

I believe that I got the more out of this class than all of but a few other students. Not only that, but I got to see Alvin Ailey! So thank you Dr. Rock for the tickets, and especially for putting the class together. You have,  at the very least, one satisfied student. Thank you! Shout out to Ben for reading my blogs every week. I'll keep you guys posted on how everything turns out!



OPTIONAL: Exercise # 5

Last night, Monday April 27th, I prepared to do my final blog assignment for this class. I had read the instructions for the assignment, and I began reading through my blogs when realized that I haven't done all six interviews. So I started freaking out, (well not really) because I remembered that I didn't post an interview because, at the time, I conducted my interview late and I was told I wouldn't receive credit for it. So I tossed the interview that I conducted with my friend Al, a pharmacy tech at Swedish Covenant Hospital, into a stack of papers about a foot high on my dresser. I spent a good 30-40 minutes looking for the paper I had written the interview down on. When I finally found it, I didn’t feel like blogging any more, so I went to bed. Anyway, I have the paper in front of me now and I’m ready to get my blog on!

 

As I said before this interview was with a good friend of mine, Al Merginio. He was actually my lab partner for two, maybe three chemistry classes that I took in Daley College. He’s now a pharmacy tech at Swedish Covenant. Since, I only volunteer at Swedish Covenant, this technically makes him my boss. (Even though it feel weird saying that, and he doesn’t really like when I refer to as Mr. Merginio… my bad Al! Lol!) I conducted his interview in the same fashion that I conducted my other five interviews. Enjoy!

 

JF: How long have you been working as a pharmacy tech?

AM: It’ll be two years in April.

 

JF: Last time I remember you were working as an optometry tech, why did you change positions?

AM: Before you left (referring to my military deployment) the owner of the Pearle Vision, where I worked was sold to another owner. Once she took over, she got rid of all of the old staff, and hired an entire new one.

 

JF: So how did you end up in pharmacy?

AM: I was out of work for a while and while I was planning my future, I saw an advertisement for a pharmacy tech class offered by Daley (College). I figured that a lot of the pre-requisites that I was taking for optometry school were similar to pharmacy school. So, I enrolled in the class. Passed the class, then I started looking for work.

 

JF: How did you get the job at Swedish Covenant?

AM: I was searching for work, and my fiancĂ©e, at the time had a friend who worked at the hospital and she got me Debbie’s number (Debbie McQuarters, director of volunteer services at Swedish Covenant Hospital). I called her about volunteering as a (pharmacy) tech and I got hired about a month later.

 

JF: That’s interesting because I am in pretty much the same situation now. How did you go from being a volunteer to actually getting hired to work in the hospital?

AM: Well, I was volunteering for about 2 months when one of the other techs had quit and another was going away to pharmacy school. Dr. Park (the assistant director of the hospital’s pharmacy) said that he had like my work ethic and told me he would like to hire me full time.

 

JF: Dr. Park is a great man! Congratulations! What do you like most about your job as a pharmacy tech?

AM: I like the idea of helping others and I know this is going to sound bad, but I like the money most.

 

 

JF: That’s completely understandable Now the tough question, what do you like least about being a pharmacy?

AM: Also the money. Mainly, because (you know) the techs do all the work, All the pharmacist do is check the work I’ve done, but they get paid the big money. Also, I don’t like the hours and how my schedule changes every two or three weeks.

 

JF: What do you mean by that?

AM: Well, the new schedule is printed every two weeks, but it always varies. I work six days a week. Half the days I work morning shift, and the other half I work the evenings. So it’s hard for me to get into a good routine sometimes. But like I said, the money makes it a little easier to manager.

 

JF:  Well. Why don’t you go to pharmacy school and get your Pharm. D so you can make the big money yourself?

AM: I was thinking about that, but I really want to get back into optometry. I’m taking classes now to get my certification to work as an optometrist.

 

 

JF: That is interesting to know. You know I’m very much interested in getting a full time position as a pharmacy tech and then maybe a pharmacist myself; do you have any advice for me?

AM:  Stay motivated, because if you aren’t motivated then you will lose interest, and you don’t want to be stuck doing something that you aren’t interested in. Focus on your schoolwork, and continue to dress professionally, you look like you belong here and people notice!

 

JF: Is there anything that you now know that you wish you would have known back then?

AM: Yes, the whole thing about being interested in what you’re doing. I wish I would have known what I was getting myself into when I started working in the pharmacy. Now I’m ready to get out, but I can’t go anywhere now, because I need the money.


 

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Work The Plan

I did not attend class this week, therefore I did not get a chance to write my steps for the next week down. However, if I did have the opportunity to fill out a card, I would have planned to collect gift certificates from the neighborhood businesses to raffle of at the Veteran's Student Association and the Student Veterans of America fundraiser this past Saturday. We collected over $800 in gift certificates for our event and we successfully raffled them off along with other prizes.

 The weekly business meeting went well. My buddy/business partner/president met with the other officers, Saturday afternoon to discuss how we were going to set up and run the event. We also discussed the breakdown of responsibilities/ duties for the evening. Needless to say, the event went well. The food and drinks were good, the bands were good, the prizes and raffles helped us raise a lot of money for our organization. I think people went home satisfied. Our next meeting was set for tonight, but we had to re-schedule until Thursday. 

My Sunday night planning meeting went well. I normally sit down either Sunday night or Monday morning and write down on a sheet of paper all of the things I need to do and/or want to do for the week. This week, my list was around 15 items  long. With things like, get a new I-card, get oil change, and study for biology and chemistry at the top of the list. I'm sure I won't get to everything on my list, but I always attempt to tackle the things that have the highest priority first. 

I forgot to blog about my plan for last week which was to get my haircut. I got my haircut for the end of the year pre-pharmacy club banquet and the award ceremony I attended for the Chancellor's Community Service and Leadership Award. My barber did a fantastic job. He had me looking good and feeling even better because of my much needed haircut. 

Thanks for reading. Until next week!

Monday, April 13, 2009

The Buddy System

I have finally finished up my exams. I can breathe easy for a little while, but I'm still stressed out to see how good (or bad) I've done. My next step on my planning wall is to get my meetings set up with the lawyer and accountant for filing paper work. However, I have not coordinated with my buddy/ future business partner to set all of this up (seeing how he just finished his exams tonight as well). I was supposed to meet up with him tonight for a little post exam stress relief and to possibly discuss our future plans, but I didn't feel like getting all crazy so I decided to come back home. 

The cool thing about this weeks blog is that I have had a buddy system in place since the beginning of last semester. We normally meet a few times a week to either study, socialize and/or talk about our future business plans. Ironically enough, when we met Thursday to study chemistry, I expressed to him what one of the panel speakers (from Wednesday's class) had suggested about opening a NPO. I told him that instead of jumping into opening up our NPO blindly, to say the least, we should try to join up wit another NPO who is doing something similar to what we plan on doing in our own NPO. To my surprise, he had already set this up and was waiting to tell me about it. He got us a volunteering opportunity with an NPO that sponsors an event called Rockin' for the Troops (I think this is the name of the event, if not it's something similar to this). Regardless, we will be working with the director of the organization to get ideas of how to throw our own events in the future. The great thing about that is that the woman who runs the NPO is interested in our goal/mission statement for our NPO and says she is more than excited to help us out in our future endeavors. So after we celebrated about this for a few minutes (yes, we celebrated) we sat down studied and talked about our plans for tackling today's chemistry exam. In between this and studying we decided to through a fundraiser. The date is 04/18/09. For $20 free food and free drinks from 9pm- 12pm. ( Let me know if you're interested) I wish we would have talked more about the chem!  I guess when we meet we can discuss how and when we are going to set up our appointments. 

Needless to say, I am an advocate of the buddy system. It gives me an opportunity to compare notes thoughts, and ideas about anything and everything; no matter how good or bad, or crazy or outlandish they are. 


Monday, April 6, 2009

Moving and Shaking

First Steps

My next step on my planning wall is to get my Non-Profit paperwork filed. I am still on track to to that. However, I need to set aside time to meet with both the lawyer and the accountant. This hasn't been completed yet not due to my laziness its just that I really don't have anytime to meet with anyone for anything outside of school/class work. I have a practical exam at the end of the week, which I just found out about today and an exam to study for next week. On top of that, I'm having issues coordinating with the catering company about the food for the pre-pharmacy club banquet this Thursday. I'm not too worried though, I've surrounded my self by motivated individuals who excel at making things happen under pressure. So everything should work out as planned. 

Reflecting on Fear

Right now my main resistance is school. Not the actual institution, but the fact that I wreck my brain and cut off quality time with friends and family and still don't get the grades I feel I deserve. Since so many aspects of my future life are predicated on one having not good, but outstanding grades I do feel like I'll never be able to achieve my goal. I think Barbara Sher refers to this as survival fear. Much of the time I feel like throwing in the towel, but I always find sources of motivation to keep me going. I think the underlying message is that I realize that success does not come without a little hard work and a little bit of struggle. I know this is true because I had to struggle to get to the level that I'm at now, and I know there is going to be more headache and heartache on my path to success. The crazy thing is that I welcome it. I'm always up for a good challenge.